Superficial says FML
8 hours ago
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December 7, 2009
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December 2, 2009
The Early November
November was the greatest so far. Hope December would pwn all. Restlessly waiting for 11 November 10am. 2 weeks of vacayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Daniel rocks my (boat) socks.
November 28, 2009
November 27, 2009
Come Back To Me
Despite the cramps, the cranky weather, the weird stomach bloating at times, the rebellious skin, the mood shifts, the lack of $, the cough + sore throat for more than a week, the endless amount of school work and the total incomprehension of MathStats2, I am relatively happy. So... Happy Friday and have a good weekend!!
November 22, 2009
I'm Still Breathing
Life's too short to be miserable. Fuck misery and girls. I'm done and I'm going to be so happy you won't know what hit you. From now on I am CHARGED AND READY TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
It helps that this week is a 4-day school week. Hari Raya Something ftw! :D
Crazy Easy Love
You know, people arent like fishes. We dont die if you overfeed us, with love. A person who loves you will love you whether you make "mistakes" or not. Maybe they will even love you for your mistakes.. When somebody loves you, they love you. Not just you when you r behaving well or you when you r nice ... they love you even when you r having pms, even when you r crabby or crazy or silly or irritating.
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Read Me - Conclusion
I will really be fine because I will shut up and smile
Be happy because life's good
Read Me - End
After all that, I still feel the same. I am still......
And I will just think "I'll be fine"
Read Me - Body
I don't even know how to start this, I'm never one for writing things like this. It had always and only been in my head since forever. In my mind when you have nobody, you shut up and smile (Joe's fav) because no one likes brooding people.
This time I'm thinking maybe I can't take it anymore, I cannot and I won't because its eating me up inside. It affects my sleep, my thoughts and my mood. Even as I'm typing this I don't know if this is such a good idea after all, but in the end I lose nothing because I still end up as screwed as before.
Is it insecurity? Jealousy, envy, misery? It is okay to be insecure, it is okay to be jealous, it is okay to envy or be envious, and it is okay to be miserable. It is only not okay when it starts to consume you, make you all bitch-fight worthy. I wasn't like this, I wasn't this bad, I used to be able to control it everytime my feelings spew out and I do something I regret. I used to be able to ignore, I used to be able to take it lightly. But then again, it is "I used to". I miss being the walking definition of "ignorance is bliss".
I wish I know nothing, or better yet I wish I don't care at all. Why do I care so much? I was and am stilla selfish self-absorbed girl and care for nothing but myself. But something happened and something changed. Why do I care now? Because I was stupid and let my guard down. It was a risk, all sorts of risks, and a thousand and one risks. Even then, I can't even say I fully regret that. It was new it was close to wonderful and it just fell short of perfect.
After all this I only wish my brain would stop thinking. Nothing should matter but myself. Only I know that isn't true because the moment I let myself go I had everything to lose and nothing I could hold on to but my tired mind and heart.
This time I'm thinking maybe I can't take it anymore, I cannot and I won't because its eating me up inside. It affects my sleep, my thoughts and my mood. Even as I'm typing this I don't know if this is such a good idea after all, but in the end I lose nothing because I still end up as screwed as before.
Is it insecurity? Jealousy, envy, misery? It is okay to be insecure, it is okay to be jealous, it is okay to envy or be envious, and it is okay to be miserable. It is only not okay when it starts to consume you, make you all bitch-fight worthy. I wasn't like this, I wasn't this bad, I used to be able to control it everytime my feelings spew out and I do something I regret. I used to be able to ignore, I used to be able to take it lightly. But then again, it is "I used to". I miss being the walking definition of "ignorance is bliss".
I wish I know nothing, or better yet I wish I don't care at all. Why do I care so much? I was and am stilla selfish self-absorbed girl and care for nothing but myself. But something happened and something changed. Why do I care now? Because I was stupid and let my guard down. It was a risk, all sorts of risks, and a thousand and one risks. Even then, I can't even say I fully regret that. It was new it was close to wonderful and it just fell short of perfect.
After all this I only wish my brain would stop thinking. Nothing should matter but myself. Only I know that isn't true because the moment I let myself go I had everything to lose and nothing I could hold on to but my tired mind and heart.
Read Me - Intro
My mind body heart and soul will be on here soon because I feel like I can't take it anymore
November 21, 2009
You're Not In On The Joke
Words Women Use and What They Really Mean:
Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.
Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards.
Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead(With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.
Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.
Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.
Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.
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Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.
Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards.
Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead(With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.
Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.
Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.
Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.
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Kittylab
Gucci x Kitty haha
Gingham + purple glitter shimmer!! :]
November 20, 2009
November 15, 2009
Merry Happy
My aunt got us tickets for KittyLab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gr8 way to end my Sunday!!!!!!
Monday-Thursday still suck though kay byebye!
November 14, 2009
Baby are you down down down down down
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind, coz we, to a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
Crazier
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